Today is the worst day in 2013. I failed my driving test because I nearly crash into a motorcycle. Got scolded by the Pengawai Jpj and he fetch me back to my driving school. Omg I feel so embarrassing at that time. This is my second time failing , I wish my dad could let me to bribe them cuz I don't want to go back to that stupid place again for resit. I was so frustrated because I have to be there from 730 am to 2 pm and they didn't provide us a proper place to have lunch. Besides, the driver was late for almost 2 hours , all of us have to sit there n do nothing for 2 hours !! A reminder to myself, never ever trust malay company !! They will ruin your life .  When I got home, my aunt told me my study materials had arrived.  I was so happy because I can finally start my reading alrd, unfortunately, when I opened the box, UOL sent me the wrong textbooks.They had sent Part 1's textbooks instead of intermediate level's textbooks.  Such a HUGE mistake they had made, intermediate's textbooks are so different from Part 1's textbooks, I wonder why they gave me the wrong books. I should acknowledge them as genius *clap clap*. I thought this kind of mistake will only happen in Malaysia , I didn't know UK people can be so careless too. I was very dissapointed and angry. Why must I got all this shits. The probability of these happen is 0.00001% but it did happened on me. That's what we called*life* oh well.... 

My friend , Isabelle always told me tomorrow will be a better day, so will accept it as a challenge from god because life won't go smooth all the time. Cheer up Carmen Toothy ! 

When I was so helpless, the only one who support me is my boyfriend. He helped me to typed an email for UOL to ask them to send me a the correct textbooks as soon as possible , he brought kitkat for me to cheer me up , he fetch me to secret recipe to have cakes (desserts can make me happy) , and he gave me the warmest hug. He told me : 不管怎样,我会一直陪你的. He don't usually say this kind of sentence but when he said that to me, his words melted my heart. 

Thank you for everything ,baby I'm grateful to have you in my life. I will appreciate you <3 我应该相信你,早就应该相信你。因为那里有人会为了一个条件不好的失败者牺牲他的时间,精神,和爱。而我这个失败者,就算日子有倒霉,有你在我身边陪着我一起走,我已经是个幸运的女孩了。

Lil Princess
Signing Off @
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